For the next three days, I couldn't move. I hurt all over. Erica
was amused at my effort, but also sympathetic and said she would
teach me to run. I had never heard of such a thing. Doesn't
everyone know how to run? Erica explained about pacing and
starting out with a slow jog until I could build up to a fast
run. I jogged religiously and gradually gained the stamina
needed for high-altitude climbs.By now Erica was in high school and had become captain of the
track team. Under her supervision, I was running five miles
every day without effort. One day she suggested I enter a race,
but her motive was underhanded. Her team was running an open,
cross-country event and they thought if I entered, then no one
on her team would suffer the humiliation of coming in last,
because I would! I went along with it, but to everyone's
surprise, I finished in third place. I was doing seven-minute
miles, not ever realizing I was fast. That was the beginning of
my next life. Erica sensed strong running possibilities within
me and became my official coach. She taught me interval
training, pacing, stretching, speed work, everything I didn't
know about the sport. It was fun, but very difficult. She was a
demanding coach.
In August of 1975, Erica registered me for the World Masters
Track and Field Championships in Toronto. This was going to be
my debut. There were hundreds of athletes and it was a very
stimulating event. I felt out of place and didn't expect to do
well, but ended up wining a silver medal in the five thousand
meters. And Fred, who was sixty-three at the time, won a silver
and bronze medal in his events. This was a very special moment
for our family. I was awestruck.
After Erica left for college, I continued running on my own and
Fred picked up the coaching. Back then, women weren't running as
much and I had only one female friend, almost fifteen years
younger than I, who ran. In January of 1976, Carol suggested we
enter the Jersey Shore Marathon. I could never conceive of such
a thing. I told her twenty-six miles is only meant for horses to
run, not people.
Carol was determined to run, so out of sheer friendship I agreed
to run fifteen miles of the course; that was it, no more.
January of 1976 was a particularly cold month and this day was
the coldest ever, ten degrees below zero without the wind-chill
factor. Carol's husband, Enver, offered to ride his bike
alongside to keep his eye on us. He also agreed to meet me at
the fifteen-mile marker with warm clothes so I wouldn't catch
cold. It was very thrilling to be at the starting line, but I
felt sorry for all the runners who were going to run the entire
course.
Since I only planned to run a little more than half, I started
out strong and ran fast. Also, it was freezing, and it helped to
keep me warm. The cold was a major factor that day, so cold in
fact that at the water stations, the water was frozen in the
cups. At fifteen miles I pulled off to the side in expectation
of meeting Enver and getting some warm clothes. But there was no
Enver. I waited and waited until I was literally freezing to
death, so in order to keep warm, I started running again. I
stopped at every mile marker, hoping to see Enver, but he was
nowhere to be found. The temperature was getting dangerously
colder. All the runners had on gloves, hats, and pants, unusual
multiple layers for almost any marathon. Any exposed hair on
heads or faces was covered in sheets of ice. Finally I reached
the twenty-mile marker. Still, no Enver. I kept running. Then
someone yelled out, "Only two miles to go!" I couldn't believe
it. I was almost at the finish. With a burst of excitement, I
picked up my speed and ran as fast as I could, crossing the
finish line of my first marathon in 3:25.
I still wonder what bit me that day. I never even entertained
the notion of doing a marathon. It was thrilling. After that
experience, I gave up track and became obsessed with distance.
Another phase of my life had dawned, one that would ultimately
take me back to Japan.
Someone told me my marathon time qualified me to run Boston. I
wasn't exactly sure what that meant, but when I understood I was
eligible to run the Boston Marathon, I got excited all over
again. When I became a runner, I followed the career of
Michiko "Mikki" Gorman, a Japanese woman who won Boston in 1974.
Her life seemed to chronicle mine, being raised in war-torn
Japan, settling in the United States, and picking up running
late in life.
In a time frame of three months, I went from running one of the
coldest marathons on record to one the hottest ever on record,
110 degrees in Boston, in April. At the starting line, I was
standing near George Sheehan, who kept repeating, "Heat can kill
you! Everyone be careful out there." It was so hot we were hosed
down while waiting to begin the race.
Out of a field of thirty women, I came in eighth place at 3:15.
The heat never bothered me, although my feet kept squishing from
the sweat. I ran hard, but it was fun for me. It almost felt
easier than a 5K or 10K on the track. I was hooked on the
marathon.
Just as my life was settling down to a nice, easy routine, and I
thought the demons had moved on, I was diagnosed with cervical
cancer. Why me? I lived such a healthy life. I didn't understand
and was in deep despair. As always, Fred and Erica were by my
side and the operation was a success. I remember waking up
Christmas morning, groggy from all the drugs, and seeing Erica
handing me a present. It was a new pair of my favorite running
shoes.
Little did anyone expect that I would wear the new shoes so
soon. I was determined to put this disease behind me and
concentrated on my running as a form of therapy. Just as I never
thought of running easy, I attacked my recovery with the same
zest.
Four months after my surgery, I ran the 1980 Boston Marathon. I
was running with caution, not my usual abandon, and still
managed to finish in 3:09. A Japanese reporter from the
Associated Press was there and was surprised to see a Japanese
woman running. He asked for an interview and as I told him my
story, including the cancer surgery, he was most impressed and
kept writing and writing and writing.
The following morning, my brother called from Japan to announce
I was on the front page of all the newspapers there. He was
shocked, as he didn't know anything about my life here, such as
my marathon history or the cancer.
I returned to Japan to speak at the Women's World Sports
Symposium in Tokyo. I had been away from my country for sixteen
years and the trip back was emotional for many reasons. My
beloved mother had passed away and finally Erica and I had the
opportunity to visit her grave and pay respects to the woman who
gave me so much courage, wisdom, and strength throughout her
life. She remains with me always.
I don't define myself as a runner because running was always a
supportive tool to get me somewhere else. For instance, it made
me a better teacher. It brought me closer to my daughter. It
took me places I would never have seen otherwise. It was also
fun for me, something that I consider my true companion. It also
made me physically strong; I have lots of stamina to get me
through my busy days.
Sometimes I think back to that moment when I was asked to give
up my child. My father tried to convince me that the decision
would make my life easier. Little did he know that I have never
done anything the easy way. All my decisions, from keeping
Erica, to marrying Fred, to running, have brought me more joy
and happiness than I ever could have imagined at a time when I
thought my world was about to end.
As I go through life, making the inevitable mistakes that take
me on unexpected journeys, I remind myself of two Japanese
proverbs: "Tap on the stone bridge twice before you cross." And
my other favorite, "When you are in a hurry, go around and take
a longer route."