Mercifully, the course after Heartbreak was -- like my mood -- all
downhill. Somehow as it declined into Cleveland Circle I began
to plod again and entered the city of Boston semi-comatose, but
determined to reach the finish at Exeter Street. The last mile
seemed endless. The one indelible memory: In Kenmore Square
stood the baseball immortal Ted Williams (the race was run in
between the games of a Red Sox double header). He was clapping
with admiration for all who passed. A friend of mine actually
heard him say, "Now those guys are real athletes." Now, I had known that if I ever succeeded in achieving this feat
no one would believe me, so I had a classmate, one Larry Ambush,
wait at the finish line with his camera to record my achievement
for posterity. At long last, I stumbled across the line on two
wooden legs and was unable to walk for a week.
This caused a bit of a problem back in school as I was playing
King Creon in the Greek club's production of Oedipus at Colonus
and I was supposed to storm angrily on stage, leading my
soldiers and assert my authority. But I was rigid and could
scarcely move my legs to shuffle. And so the director had to
change the staging and have my troops carry me in. I am sure
many of the scholars present that day thought it was a new
artistic interpretation.
I ran my first Boston in 3:40, which made me seventy-ninth.
(Those were the days!). I had originally thought that if I
actually finished the entire marathon it would be the peak of
my "career," and I could retire a winner. After all, had I not
achieved something athletic? And I'd have the photo to prove it.
Except that Larry Ambush's picture did not come out! It showed
nothing but an unrecognizable blur. Now I would have to do it
again and find a better photographer.
By the next year I was hooked. I now set myself a genuinely
impressive target: to break three hours for the distance. Which
I finally did in 1960.
In all, I ran twenty consecutive Bostons and became such a
regular that Will Clooney, the race director, reserved the
number 99 for me every year. My best performance was almost a
full hour faster than the first. Most of the others hovered on
either side of the three-hour mark -- the most frustrating:
3:00:19!
In the twentieth year I had a bout of pneumonia a month prior to
the race and was strictly forbidden by my own doctor to run. I
disobeyed. I felt by then that my feet knew every step of the
way and would do it for me. And they did.
The serious training I did in those years changed my life
forevermore. It is one thing to be scrawny, but it is another to
be scrawny and fit. The strength I acquired through long, hard
running energized my entire life, mentally as well as physically.
I would often come back from a run with the idea for a plot of a
story or the words of a song, which would come to me as if the
mind had been refreshed with more oxygen and inspiration
lubricated by the perspiration from my efforts.
No day -- no matter how stressful -- ever ended on a sour note. A
ten-mile run beats Prozac anytime.
During my less-than-brilliant career, I ran another twenty
marathons in places as distant as Belgium and England. And
wherever I went the feeling of mutual support and camaraderie
made instant friendships.
I also picked up some tips along the way, one of which is worth
passing on. Every marathon runner has a favorite song to which
he sings in his head to keep the cadence of his stride. My most
effective tune was "Hello Dolly," which underscored literally
thousands of miles. Try it -- it'll take you a long way. That is
all the wisdom I have to impart on this matter.
Oh yes, for the record, I do deserve a tiny footnote in the
history books -- for having been Frank Shorter's teacher at Yale.
I would like to take this opportunity to report a hitherto
unknown incident.
One afternoon I was chugging around the college track, timing
myself for a ten-miler. Frank watched me reel off lap after lap
and could not keep from remarking to his teammates, loud enough
for me to hear, "A guy would have to be crazy to run a
marathon."
A few years later, I reminded him of this when he won the gold
medal at the Olympics in 1972 and I was interviewing him for ABC-
TV.
Frank smiled. It didn't seem crazy then.
Alas, an unexpected injury -- unrelated to running -- spoiled my
intention to keep running until I was at least a hundred.
I miss it.
Some people dream of becoming president, winning the Nobel
Prize, or flying to the moon. My own fantasy is to be running
once again in my short pants through the streets of Boston being
cheered by that knowing, loving crowd.
So listen, the next time you are due for a workout and it is
raining, windy, and freezing, and you are thinking of putting it
off, count yourself lucky.
Get out there and enjoy the best feeling life can give.